Just one of dem days :-/

YEAAA MANNN :-[[
I don't know WHAT exactLy is going onnnnnn but for the last couple of daysss I've been feelinggg realll
g r o g g y ...LOL like I don't even know if that's a WORD but that's what I'm feeelinggg :-/ .... myyy nose is all clogged upp &&I'm getting suddennnn HEAT FLASHES...top of that got HEADACHES after HEADACHES :-/ ...SMH... NOPE! not good at A L L.... first I thought it was just allergies buttt the bestieee's got it too....I DUNNNO MEINNN

^THAT^
FOR SURE IS MY BEST FRIEND
RIGHT NOWWW! ;-]]

......oN a MUCH LighTer note ;-]]
AMERIEEEEE


A+ + + + +
LiKe I reaLly REALLY dIg this chick...
her whole everryyythinggg...
like she's the total package &&I
feel she's not as EXPOSED...I mean the
chick is UNDOUBTEDLY sexy
&&in MY opinion one of THE F L Y E S T!!..I mean
check her style mannnn...her image, her persona, her performance is always greatt..
she's just[[Ima get realll gayy]]
OH SO FABULOUSZZZSZZZSZZZ ;-]]

LMAO!!...WOW

so0o all day today I've been brOWsING through raNdOm videOs....haha I thiNk this oNe tOps theM ALLLLLLLL

LMAO!!!!
do you see how he hits
the screennnnnn...LMAO pricelesss...
think Ima dO tHIS tO oNe of
my little cousins ;-]] ....aMAziNg
whAt paRenTs go thrOUgh to gET
TheiR kiDs off of the computer
SMH....WOW...LOL

MONEY IN THE BANK...

SIKE!
so0o of alllll freaKin days in the yearrr Universal decidess to charge my carddd the dayy right BEFORE I get paiidd :-/ ....besides that I haddd NO MONEY in my accounttt so I had to pay with the last bit of coinss I had....SMH..leaving me with no money to eat anythingggg :-[[ ....THENNNN..I ask m o m m y to put some in my account for meee &&when I finally go use it stupid shit gets DECLINEDDDDD!!...ARGHH I WAS SOOO HEATEDDDD!!!...soo0 after the manyyyy encounters with getting my card declined yesterday [[ie. McDonalds,Target,the Lemon Icee man]] I come to find out at the bank todayy that Visa was "trying to get in contact with me".......did I get a phone call from Visa..um no....so0 yea they blocked my card because they didn't know what was going on from all the transactions that were made with my account...mind you I don't shop at no "Store Eleven" [[it's Jose you're talking about...not to sound snobbish or anything but umm NAME BRAND*..yeaa]] thennn they wanna throw in 7 Eleven...the hell I'ma do at a gas station with no car to put gas in?!..GET REAL..so0o long story made short...getting a new card &&there's a small device where people can just swipe your card &&pull up ALLL your history...just BLOWS my mindd what the world's coming to...SMH...welll I GOT PAID!!...LOL that's always NICE ;-]] ...ya'll alreadyy know what I'm headed to???....in serious need of it tooo because in 4 DAYSSS I'm off to N.Y. BABYYYYY....can't wait ;-]]

&&THE BEST VIDEO
AWARD GOES TO....

LiTtle giRl is
tOo cute!!!!...haD
mE cryiNg cause
sHe so0o adORabLE ;-]]

EXIT 74B please....

UNIVERSAL STUDIOSSSSS



Orlando,FL

......mos. DEF one of my FAV. spotss...of the "oh so many" in Orlando....yeaaa riiiiight....for some strangggeee reasonnnn it was OD packed yesterdayyyy...why do I say O.D...well it was Thursday June 28th,2007....does it get anymore random??...soo yea I was p r e t t y pissed :-/ ....but whatever...we made the best of ittt


B-E-A-UtifuL Orlandooo ;-]]


Hard Rock!!!!!
[[prom_was_here]]
GREAT NIGHT! ;-]]


H A N D S down!
tHe beSt rIDE!!!

VIDEO TIME!!!
PT. UN


PT. DEUX

;-]] ..haha good timessss


BEST FRIEND &&tHe LosER bOYFRienD.. ;-]]


chUnK uP tHe duECes*
it waS a greaT daY
afTer aLL ;-]] ....

HOL' UP!!!!!!
gOT oneeee more for ya'Ll...
now people be getting on
me cause I'm some sort of "PERFECTIONIST"..
now..the only reason I am such "way"
is because I feel people or constantly
watching me LOL...&&umm maybe this chick
should try being a bit more of
a perfectionist.....

NASTYYYY!!!
1.YOU DON'T WEAR BOOTYCHUCKERS IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE MAIN NECESSITY:A BOOTY
2.NO ONE WANTS TO SEE ASS &&THIGHS WITH DENTS ALL OVER..mm mmm
&&3.WHAT THE FCUK [[love that brand]] YOU DOING DIGGING A WEDGIE IN PUBLIC?!?!
...I think it's time we all become
"perfectionist" ;-]]

&&THE BET AWARDS...drumroll please...

was L A M E.........

I meannnn it could've beeenn sooo muchh better....

like every performance just downgraded myy excitement LOL...

freakinnnn post-show was betterrr than the ACTUAL onee...SM[[mutha-effin]]H

first up...J.Hudson ...well for an opening I thought just seeing HER do that

songgg was kind blaahh for an opening act so0o I had a F E E L I N G they were gonna

bring outtt Ms. Jennifer Holiday.... got some serious chilllssss throughout the performance...

but like I saiddd it downgraded...like it became battle of the divas..haha I swearr

I wanted to hear J.Holiday hit themm seriousssss notesss..but noo she let

J.Hudson outshine her :-/ ...come on nowwww babyyy..that's YOUR songg.. SMH [[once again]] ...&&then this chick wonn Best New Artist..now don't get me wrong

I loveee me sommee Jennifer Hudsonnn...but how the hell you win Best New Artist

&&don't even got an albumm out????....hmmm...yeaa..just like I told my cuzoo [[SB*]]

earlierr...award shows just throwing in anythingggg nowadays...SMH [[..again]]

skip a couple to Beyonceeee.... L O V E HERRRR everyone knows that...but in what wayy

does the whole space theme go withh "Get Me Bodied"??...running out of ideas

I guess cause Kylie Minogue did the sammmmeee thingg on herr tourr

[[view here http://youtube.com/watch?v=cf0ZS1EJjSM somewhere in the 2:20]]

...SMH[[..again]]....Kelly sure did her thinggg thoughhh..looked real cute with the

whole sailor outfit thingg..looked like something I picked out for my sister [[Jazzy]]

a little while backkkkk......

sameeee colorrss...different parts of the outfit LOL....

who else who else....50...hmmm..what happened?!... SMH

thought Rihanna &&Chris Breezy were gonna do it uP..nope

&&what happened to the Patti Labelle tribute LMAO....expectance of nothing..SMH

Shakinggg my headd was basically what I was doing throughout the whole showww...

soo disappointed...Monique...love herrrr...could've done wayy better with her skit though..

her last one was 10Xs betterrrr...&&Cici..man oh man!!...disappointment to the fLIPpin M A X

..........WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!?!!?...SHAKING MY MOTHER-EFFING HEAD.....

I don't know if ya'll peeped it though but when she was dancing up the aisle

could've sworn she stopped right next to Bow Wow..he was sitting down with a white

tee on &&A blue fitted...if that was himm LOL...overall?...DIS A POINTED..yea

I didn't spell it correctly,who cares?!...they gotta do something UP for next year..

cause MANNN this one was a flunkkkkkk :-/ .....SMH

GOOD GIRL GONE BAD????

here's a side of Cici we don't see muchhh :-??

..on the set of Can't Leave Em Alone..... [[fav song on the albumm]]

saw emm sitting next to each other at the awardss...must say they

look reall cute together..alot cuter than her with the shrimp [[LITTLE Bow Wow]]

............video needs to come out!!...HAVE THAT FOR YA'LL ONCE IT'S OUT ;-]]

EXCITEMENT is MOI

B.E.T. Awards toniighhttttt!!!!!!!!!! O.D. excitedddd!!!!!!!!

&&these pictures just make it all the HARDERRR to waitttttt :-[[
haha I'm a beast...there's only like not even 3 hoursss before it all startssss

AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! LOL... tonight's gonnna be gooooooddddd...I don't know it's something about when Monique hosts....sooo much better...must say her &&The Smith duo were my favs. in the past ;-]] .... tonight TOPS it for me thoughhhh...so0o0o0 manny good performersss***.. I'm like in awe of tonightsss line-up...we got B doinggg "Get Me Bodied"...with [[special guests]] ;-pp....hmmmmm...got Ciara which I'm ALWAYS happy to see...that's my sisterrrr ;-]] ...most likely 50 gonna come out &&do "Can't Leave Em Alone" with her &&I will seriously have a SPASM right therrre LMAO..THAT IS MY SONGGGG!!!...got Fab &&Ne-Yo...that's gonna be greatttt.... Chris Breezyyyy cominnn outttt....WALL TO WALL BABYYYY!!..or maybe when Rihanna performs they'll do the remix for Umbrella/Cinderella....AAAAHHHH SO0O0O MANY QUESTIONSSSSS HAHA...I AM THE BEAST!!!...got that tribute to Patti Labelle...superrrr excited to see the queeen on stageee....wonderrr if thee *original 4* are gonnna come out for "Lady Marmalade"...ya'll know who I'm talking about ;-]] ....sooooo much h y p e around this mannnnnnn....2 HOURSSS IS TOOO DAMNNN FARRRRR...ahhhhhhhhh!!! Javi just mentioned it to me LOL...I started shakinggg...HAHA I'mma beastttttt...can't waittttttttt

FREE AT LAST, FREE AT LAST

THANK GOD ALMIGHTY SHE'S FREE AT LAST

....SO0O happy Paris is out of the slammerrrr

thought it was soooo cute too how she rann into her moms arms

;-]

F is for FRIENDS who do stuff together

so0o MY bestieeee is THE C O O L E S T bestieeee anyone can ask forrrr ;-]]

........yeaaaa the dayyy was niiiceee..worked [[BLAH!]]..came homeee &&got readyyyy for the best frienddd to come scoop me upp ;-]] ...it's funny we hang out &&do the stupidest thingssss but ALWAYSSS have F U N ;-]] ...exactly what best friends are forrrrrr

DAMN THESE TICKETS!!!!...FOLLOW ME EVERYWHEREEEEE!!!!

CAPPY HOURRR!!!....BUY ONE GET ONE FREE..DEF THE PLACE TO BE ;-]]

YUMMM YUMM YUMMYYYY ;-]]

BOREDOMM TO THE MAXXXX LOL ;-]]

YAYYYYY!!!

so0o0 yeaaaa I'm kinda slackinnn on the writing :-/ [[didn't write yesterday]]... soo0 I guess I'll talk about yesterday ;-]] ...sounds good?... okeyyy haha!...so0o umm yeaaa!!!...yesterday was PAY-DAY!!!!... I was so0o happy..didn't really care what they made me do at workkk cause IT WAS pay-day... check was the highest I've ever gotten [[we won't sayyy]] which only added on to my excitement!!!....after cashing it in at the bank &&alll...BOUGHT MY BEYONCE TICKETS!!!!! ;-]]]]] .....SUPERR DUPERR HAPPY ABOUT THAT LOL.... July 24th,2007 at the Amway Arena ....FLOOR SEATING BABYYYY!!!...well DUH! only the best for the kidddd ;-]] LOL...I mean I'm used to it cause I'm usually up close to the stage when I go to concerts...at least that's how it's been with the last few concerts I went to [[FYI: Pretty Ricky, Justin Timberlake, etc.]]...kinda confused with this one thoughhh [[don't wanna jynx ittt]] butttt I think I haveee front FRONT row seats.... :-? .....why I think soo?..well when I ordered the tickets it said secton F10...I'm not sure if it was a 1 &&an O or a 1 &&a zero....on top of that I didn't see a section 10 on the floor so0o...???...yeaa...we'll see what happens....as far as today goes...haven't done anything but go to work &&come home..my feet are killin me &&I've got a stomach-ache....hasta luego!

OH MANN....

so00o... LOL I think this is how I started my blog yesterdayyy....hmm?? LOL but umm yea...so0o Special K called &&tells me he wants to chill..okey whatever whatever...took a showerrrr threw on some sweatsssss...about an hour laterrr phone rings "Come outside..." ...&&that I do ;-]] ....walk up to the carrr..open the door...[[ SOUND OF AIRPLANE CRASHING ]].... turns out there's really nothing Special about K....
:-\ ....I'm like beyond disappointed but then againnn what can he do??...I mean it's not by looks just everything in general..like the vibe was cool whatever whatever... I don't know just didn't struck me the way I wanted to you know...he's nice &&all but ehhhh NAH... I don't know maybe it's my picky wayss :-? ....I mean we'll see what happens..people grow on you &&right now I feel soooo bad cause I erased my number from his phone :-[[ ... LOL I knowwww soo badd but it felt right at the time you get me??...right now I'm just hoping he doesn't get lost LOL...nah for real though hope he's okeyyy.... &&yeaaa just hit me that phone numbers don't get deleted cause it's still saved in the call logs... HAHAHA WOWWW!! ...well we'll see what I'll have to say about that... if anything farthest it'll go is friends... just how I feel right now :-/

bOys wiLl bE bOYs...

so0o0... I don't know if it's just coincidence in my case [[not sure if it happens to anyone else]], but for some reason everytime I erase a dudes number from my phone, the very next day he decides to call me!!!!! ARGHHH it gets me sooooo frustratedd LOL...like for real..you know you start talking to a dude &&you've got high hopes because it's a new "experiment" as I like to call it &&you're just hoping it doesn't "blow"....so0o yea you maybe the next 2-4 days...txt messages &&everything...then it all STOPS!...HMMM...after starting such routine it's kinda hard to just bounce back when you've got "that one" to look forward to talking to everyday....then when you do bounce back &&get over dude, dude decides to give you a call.... ARGHHHH!!! LOL...now you don't know whether to be nice when you answer the phone cause deep down inside you're excited to hear from him, or to be mean cause you're mad that he hasn't called in forever, or act like you just don't give two shits &&pretend you forgot all about him &&everything you've ever spoke about cause you're thinking that's how he feels....just got a whole bunch of stuff running through your head...&&THEN ON TOP OF THAT...you don't know whether or not to believe that "he misses you" cause if he did he would've called more often you feel me?... I mean you DO HAVE MY NUMBERR, if you used it well enough it wouldn't get to where "you're missing me"...right or wrong??...LOL it's just soo hard..especially for me cause I"m not a very trusting person, especially in situations like these cause I don't wanna play the fool when I've got a sense of "bullshit" coming from his mouth..then in someways he can seem sincere...ARGH!! LOL you see what I mean...I don't know mannnn... SMH ....we'll see how it goes with Special K.... that's what we'll call himmm ;-]]

PUT ME ONNN!!!

BOO!!...get it started on my long awaited arrival to the "blog scene"!! "What are you doing here?!" Geee I'd ask myself the same question but I guesss I have alot to say..alot on my mind &&I figured what better way than to post on a random website full of random people with random topics to talk about....engaging right? ;-]]
well all hail Ms. Shana for puttin me onnn... LMAO we were so0o lost on how to work this whole thing but I think I've got the hang of it now...day by day I'll improve... topic??.. hmm.. well this in itself is obviously about my first blog but then again how can I talk about my first blog when I dont have one?!?!...hmm.. LOL bunch of mumbo-jumbo for yaaaa ...expect alot...alot alot ALOT!!...maybe things to just put out there &&get feed back onnn...see how many of ya'll feelin what I have to say about certain topics... I think most of the time though most girls relate..due to the fact that I AM GAY [[yess soo very true]], I might be talking about boys or just thingssss that girls can relate to aloneee ...... OH! like this for example LOL...have to show it off cause it was one of THE best nightsss.. soo much funnnn ...ummm now how do I enter a video clip :-\ ...well, nevermind LOL.... videos of Pretty Ricky but stupid thing is soooo darnn confusing..ARGH!.. I know you ladies would've enjoyed it... big fan myself I mean if you gave em each a year or two to do their solo thing each &&everyone of their cds would flop... if anything Pleasure'll be the only one to make it...on that note of boy groups..what ya'll think of Diddy's up &&coming boy group????...I mean I LOVEDDD Danity Kane but they made the biggest mistake making the video for "Ride For You" soo damnnn cornnyyyyy..MANNN!!..such a great song with such aN effed up video..GEESSHHH...you DO need em to make it big on TRL &&106TH as well Diddy come on NOW!!...now with the boys??...they might have a better chance just cause they are BOYS &&girls go crazyyy but then againnn BOY BANDS have beeen out &&his last two bands [[ Da Band &&Danity Kane]] obviously haven't really BLOWN UP...so why keep it going??...just how I feel I mean I WILL be one of the many people setting up that TIVO LOL [[let me do that now hold up...]] ..... 2 minutes later... but yea like I was saying I'm excited for the show &&to see how it all turns out [[not to mention what the fellas look like...haha]] just hope it's not another waste of time if they're not gonna get anywhere..... so0o ummm yeaaa enough of that...funn for a first blog LOL..didn't say much but heyy it's a first okeyy!...THAT'S IT!..I'm hungryyyy..
GHOST!

- iCaNnOn!